I want to...

I've just started reading the Ronda Rousey book "My Fight/Your Fight".  I've barely gotten past the first couple chapters, but I'm enthralled with her.  I have a girl crush.  Whatever.  She fucking inspires me! I have noticed for years and years now that I keep saying, "I want to do this, or I want to do that" but nothing ever happens.  So instead of my list for 2016, I'm just going to belt it out and start buckling down to do it.

I want to go to Hawaii.  I want to lose all my weight.  I want to have money in my savings account so I can do awesome things whenever I want without think I have to hawk stuff or take out loans.  I want to be able to buy my son a new-ish car for his 16th birthday.  I want to learn how to throw clay.  I want to have an office with a door at a job that I love.  I want a key to the building.  I want a company car.  I want to be valued.  I want to have a nice house that I love in a neighborhood I love.  I want to feel cherished by my mate.  I want to feel pretty.  I want to be someone's ride or die.  I want to help people.  I want to go to Heaven.  I want to accomplish things.  I want to become a runner. I want to do Crossfit.  I want to be a weight lifter.  I want to go snorkeling in tropical waters.  I want to be a good wife.  I want to be a better mom.  I want to be the best at what I do, whatever I'm doing.  I want a tight group of friends to vacation with.  I want to be able to shop in any store for clothes.  I want to learn how to wear makeup.  I want to learn to do fun things.  I want to write a novel about my life.  I want to get my Master's Degree.  I want to change the world.